Streak of Bad Luck

I doused my leather Dior inside out with water cos i din close my bottle properly.

only knew when water seeped out thru the cannage threadwork n by then the entire nylon lining n (WTF!!!) nappa leather insides were soaked.

4 year old handphone also drowned.
The 'Zero' button is spoiled n i entered my PIN wrong thrice n my SIM card got locked out.

I couldn't sms properly cos 'zero' button also the Space button.

Now Zero button works on n off intermittently but the back light flickers like gonna short circuit anytime.

M1 plans for iPhone not out yet. So much for buying new phone.
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IRAS sent me notice. say i never file for 2005 or 2006.
I'm confused.

so 3 years later then send me notice?!?!?!?
If it was for 2005, it was like my 1.5 years into my first full time job.
You dun send me notice so i dunno need to file wat.
knn now become my fault n my inconvenience.
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All the buggers i text to change flight all dunno how to reply texts.
Fuck off. next time i also dun bother to reply.
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I'm trying very hard not to be negative.
After all, negative attracts negative.
N the decision is pretty much made.

But my head is having 2nd thoughts.
Cos all these things happen that require income n money to make right.
I'm so scared to be broke without a job lor.

Sigh.

Sometimes, i do realise that I'm really might not be the kind who has the ability/guts to be reliant on others.
Why. do. i. make. life. for. myself. harder. than. it. should. be.

I will survive.. i will survive.
I will have no fear.
I will be strong.
I will.