Those little moments...

You know those little moments?

In Life:
When u stop complaining n feeling the pain in yr neck n start looking at things in like a super benevolent way?

When u stop blaming things; people around yourself n look good n hard from other multiple rational perspectives?

In Love:
When you stop finding fault with the other person n derive innner peace from jus knowing that the other half loves u enough to make the effort to call/text u back.
And to drop by with hot choc after a long day at work even when u know he is tired.


When these little moments of realisation come along amidst moments of hot headedness n angst....
I learn to be satisfied.
No more finding fault. Creating mayhem.
I learn that adulthood n the responsibilities tt come w it no longer gives us the luxury of time.
Now it's jus learning how to deal with time properly n get the most outta it.

There will b no more languishing under the stars talking bout everything n nothing.
Wasting time jus because we have it.
Nothing romantic.
Just reality, hopefully stability...
And practicality.

Probably explains why I have been so tired lately.
Haven't been lying in til late afternoons no more as the new chapter starts unfolding.

I hope it bears fruit and a happy ending.
*wry smile*

I hope to carry this positive mindset into the new year....