Self Help

Just curious...

Why is it that after so long, no one has penned a book called

"Why Men always think Women expect too much from them, And why do Women always think they give too much in a relationship??"

I think a book titled such with multiple anecdotes from various couples will be fun to read.
With a big bottle of vodka on the side.

that is wat self help books are about. no?

Think i also want to watch "He's just not that into you" soon.

I always fall for commitment phobes.
Always.

Sunday Blues...

I dun wanna go to work tomorrow!!!
or rather.. later.... ;(


I wish i have more time in Sg...

Indian commercial.. Cute!! ;D

Was in Delhi for the night...
N watched lotsa tv n read lotsa papers...

Really like to share this cute indian made ad for Frooti Mango juice!!





Funny rite!!?!
n pretty creative too!
Especially the part after "why grow up." ;D

The indians r really into the whole brand thing and i feel that it's also why the market has lotsa potential.

Blogging Bug, Please come n Bite Me Lar!!

I got nothing to blog bout!!!

is it cos i'm startin' to restrict wat i say cos of wat happened to my previous blog???

or is it the blogging deity stopped blessing me after i stopped paying my respects to him for 3 whole months???!!?

anyhoo, my work schedule is packed tight man.
Very little off days in between for doggie classes.
im demoralised.. taking so long to finish!!!!

im hoping for my voluntary no pay leave to be approved.. n off i will b for 4 months.
Stuck in Sg daily.. doing something else other than wat has ceased to be a challenge for me...

sigh...

As for the relationship front.. who knows when i let up more easily n chill out more, it gets the other party more kan cheong for me???
Guess it will stay that way for awhile la.
I'm kinda happier this way as long as i dun think bout wat i'm really doing in my head....
N there is less overall stress n tension within the relationship.

:)

so im going to delhi later...
n i miss mambo wed nights.
oh well...

Should stay Old Fashioned...

Went to the U.S. Embassy yesterday to renew my working visa...

Brought along
-01 Nintendo DS Lite (stuck on new games Boyfriend stole for me from other ppl's DS)
-01 iPod

I know... above peripherals might be normal for some. But for a thinker like me, it's bit excessive u know.
but i tot... sure long wait one...

However at the door...
The security barked at me to switch off my phone.....

THEN, they scanned my bag n cos i had so much (possibly explosive) electronic items n tokens of all sorts (work, bank).... they took my whole bag away n left me with nothing but my clear folder holding my documents n passport.

-___-

KNS~

Now i not only can't play my ds.
I also got NO music to listen to.
N i was planning to type in my new roster n SMS them to my mates. Or if the waiting gets too long, call my spa to retime my spa massage....


ALL CANNOT DO!! :(

Lucky the visa interview room is pretty much like Control center....
Many familiar faces of fly.. er... i mean .. colleagues. ;p

N then one of the girls giggled when i lamented n said...
"That's y u should like bring a story book! Nah! I got magazine!" -__-

N all i tot bout was my thick hardcover copy of New Moon(Which a girlfriend mistook for a bible lor -___-") sitting in the front seat of my car... (which at tt moment was parked all the way out in Tanglin Mall)...

Damn the people who made explosives out of every possible electronic device!!
Technology sure did not improve EVERY aspect of human life huh... hmmm

I cried at Marley & Me

Which wasn't surprising cos I WEPT like a baby when I read the book.

I haven't sobbed out loud at movies for like a gazillion years... not even when i was at 10 Promises to my Dog lor!

Who ever knew Labs were crazy??? ;D


I will so swoooooonnnn!!!!

*hiccup*
...........................................

I've been slacking n not going for classes lately...
but it's my birthday WEEK so im slacking for all i care.
Besides, Twilight has been a huge distraction for me since i got the limited edition box set from my dearest.

This bday is an educational one.
I received 6 books in total. 4 which r from the Twilight saga.
n 2 more from Danny. Namely 5 ppl u meet in heaven by mitch albom n Tell me something by Adele Parks.

have been too distracted to upload pics even to Facebook.
Photos up when i can!

I wannnnnnnt DoooOoooG!

Take Me Away ....

It's not characteristic of me to cruise in life...

i believe that happiness should be the extreme screeching screaming guffawing kind

N when im sad
i drown myself in my sorrows n sink into depression n darkness in my thoughts...

Life should never have a straight line ... settled n boring.
Ups n downs r wat makes it exciting... no??

N it's so sad to realise at the stroke of midnight when i turned 28...

That i still haven't found my soulmate in tt department...
Someone who understands how i wanna live my life.
which is living In Extremes...

i always think 'it's all or nothing'

All....... or i start nothing....

So y is it that i always get started thinking i got it right when really...
i've always been conned into thinking that?

Since he said that line to me....
it has gotten me thinking.... n thinking...
yet i run away from thinking......
trying to do things Not my way for once....
But i still come back to it...

I feel myself losing a fraction of my soul when i have to compromise what i really feel is right in this department.

I try to lose myself in other things. distraction.
I read n read n read books every night since tt night.....
Smile n laugh n humour others when im not into my books....
I go to bed at 7 in the a.m.
N i can't sleep n i reach for my vodka bottles in my collection...

Just so i dun have to grapple with the reality....
Of wat he said to me....
The night i turned 28.

I dun want to talk bout it.
Cos i believe the limitations of another human being's patience...
Yet i'm very intrigued by the very limits of my own.

Y m i making the same old mistakes over n over again.
Over n over again.

I m tired. i wanna sleep.
Yet i can't. I can't pull the blanket over my mind's ears. Can't block out all those rational voices screaming out to me.

Hot. Yet now too cold.
Concern. Yet now meaningless.
love....
wat is that again??

If nobody knows wat it really means... or entails...
Why have it hanging off our mouths so readily??

Love only exists in novels.
Not in real life.

I swear never to say those 3 words again.