- _ -"

"Hey u r xxx's girlfriend rite!!!?"

"er how u know?"

"No larrr! I saw yr pics with him on his fb!!!

You dun remember me???"

"Er ... no?"

"Anyway u check out his section on Fb lar! it's somewhere in the XXX section where i'm one of the XXX"

"Er... i dunno.. i can't go to his wall. seems like im blocked. ... "

"Huh???"

"er yar.. dun ask me why...."

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-_-"

geeeZ~

I'm just waiting...

... for Love, to fall down like rain...........

is it possible for our parched roots of love to be nourished again??

"Maybe my expectations r too high. cos tt's wat u always keep saying...
But then again... mountains have to be moved.... 
to prove tt you r really tt into me.
Else i'm jus a fluffy cushion...for yr lonely emotions... "

Affected Affections....

It's funny how one moment i can be ultra optimistic bout life...

And the next... down in the dumps...

Simply cos of one simple remark, or abstract-ish comment yr loved one put on their MSN, Watsapp, Facebook status blahblah...

Well... i suppose it's for my good tt he blocked me off then.

I'm never very good at guessing wat's in the other person's mind anyway...

N with my wild imaginations, i make like the WORST inference.... Argh.

So tt's for causing the constant mind fucking.

So since he constantly blames me for my own mind fucking tt causes the rifts in our relationships, i will continue to numb myself in daily activities n act dumb dumb i guess.

I can't wait for dog to enter my life now.

I need a listening ear, a pair of understanding eyes... 

n someone who doesn't give his judgements immediately n cause me to b upset.

N i need someone warm to hold n hug n be constantly by my side as i will b by him.

M very sure Baby Jayden will fill up tt void in my painful heart.

I'm fine.

But why do i still feel pain? ;(

Sighhhh... how?

I read this past post of mine...

N I got confused again.... 

Yeah, it's true.

He keeps trying to break things off.

So wat if circumstances in life dun allow things to work?

Love will conquer all rite?

Like i kept repeating to him, I nvr allowed this break to happen earlier even though we've been fighting for a good 9 months.

This happened only because he kept saying he wants to let me go to find another person.

I jus keep interpreting it as ... He's just not that into me.

It's painful.....

I hope the time apart tells me heart the answer it seeks. ;_(

Taking time out to understand...

... more Shakepeare. ;D

Really regret not taking up Literature in my schooling days now.

Oh wellll...

I almost cried just now reading this.

I dunno why...

Romeo: 

"With love's light wings did i o'perch these walls,

For stony limits cannot hold love out,

And what love can do, that dares love attempt;

Therefore thy kinsmen are no stop to me"

Though i only read this the first time ever,

I do think i would very much be Shakespeare's romantic soulmate. lol~

Love does conquer all....

One won't feel pain, hunger, weariness when motivated by love.

Well.. at least tt's me.

So please dun try to change my dreamy romantic ideals to something so realistic n practical n so not me anymore. 

I truly do not appreciate that.

This is me.

N i seriously think this is the reason why i'm lovable!! hohohoho~ *thick skinned*

"Love goes toward love, as schoolboys from their books,

But love from love, toward school with heavy looks."

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Gonna be a busy day morrow.

Picking up a friend's dog to groom n i hope my Google maps GPS function work properly morrow to get me to location man.

Then gotta send back dog n then gather at Temasek Poly for this pet course.

Also will be parting with $450 worth of course fees.

The course fees r seriously draining me dry.. seriously WTF lor.

Course for next 4 days til 10pm at night... i confirm @_@"

n zzzzzz in class.... 

N What the hell i doing here posing w my new found Shakespeare!??!

Stupid!

I shld be writing tt letter to Pure Yoga requesting for my 5 classes back!!!

ARGH.

I dun wanna bother but this is too much 漏财 in a month i can't take it readdddyyyyyy!

*pulls hair* ;p

Who's more in pain?

So i've been reading Shakespeare on my iPhone these days while on the train n bus stops...

Starting with R + J of cos. 

Might move to Macbeth next...

I always felt like the Bard portrayed Romeo as the more oft depressed of the pair of lovebirds....

He's like this super emo, n everything R says is as if he'd always a knife in his heart...

Juliet seemed to always just bask in his love.... n just content n happy in loving him...

Well wat would i know? 

I nvr studied Literature in depth n i'm only at Act 1.

Well.... I loved what Romeo said here...

"Why, such is love's transgression.

Griefs of mine own lie heavy in my breast,

Which thou wilt propagate to have it press'd

With more of thine. This love that thou hast shown

Doth add more grief to too much of mine own.

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs,

Being purg'd, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes,

Being vex'd, a sea nourish'd with loving tears,

What is it else? a madness most discreet,

A choking gall, and a preserving sweet."

There, the definition of Love.

Never been more aptly put into words....

In my story, this Juliet is more in pain than Romeo.

Vexed n filling a sea out with loving tears.

Nothing else but a madness in my head i can't seem to tell anyone , n which no one else wants to hear of anymore.

And definitely a bitterness which chokes me every now n then, but with such sweet memories.

Check me into Rehab. Likeseriously.

Click on mixpod.

"Baby, baby, when we first met

I never felt something so strong

You were like my lover and my best friend

All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden, when you left

I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot

That spun me around and now my heart left

I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you

Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more

I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking

I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when your love slams?

You'll do anything for the one you love

'Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there

It's like you were my favorite drug

The only problem is that you was using me

In a different way that I was using you

But now that I know, it's not meant to be

You gotta go, I gotta wean myself off you

And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you

Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

'Cause now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more

I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking

I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease

Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more

I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking

I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab

'Cause baby, you're my disease"

For everything else, follow my tweets.

I'm a mercenary, materialistic, realistic bitch. 

I know how to love, but i'm trying to pretend i was not even educated in that.

All im left with are the basic values that I have been taught.

That is : "Treat others how u like to be treated."

And: "Honesty is the best policy"

I thank my mother n my basic education who n which ingrained that in me.

Those who dun feel the same, stay away from me.