tired...

so tired.
i m so gonna bitch bout work.....

today i had %$^%& ppl with me.
Who freaking kept ^%$#n $%$^ for stuff even after we had satisfied their basic needs.
%^$$%^ n #%#$#% , excuse me can i have #%$^ n $^%^$.
Hello, give us a break.
i only have a pair of legs n a pair or arms. so stop calling for me.
give me time to go to the loo. give me time to have my dinner too. which i only have after u've had yours.

they say the customers are always right...
So why is it that its only on this brand of #%^%^ that the customers r harder to placate?
sometimes, the ppl of my own nationality r so spoiled. so so spoiled.
that sometimes i wonder is this how they behave everywhere else. so ashamed.
we r only 1 notch away from THAT nationality of super 麻烦ppl.
maybe we r even on par.
gosh.
so called priority pieces of shit.

Learn empathy for service ppl. n some manners please.
N above all, learn to smile back n be appreciative of good service received.
That sour scowl on yr face just lets me feel like u dun deserve me going the extra mile for u.
Thank you very much.

Late Nights on YouTube

some vids yours truly n boyfriend are totally hooked on these couple of days...

besides the latest addition of Cats tunes that im super compelled to share...

The Wonder Girls!!!
Nobody!!!

Love the dance lei!!!




Boyfriend has been reportedly playing song on repeat mode in office for the 4th day n counting........ -__-

but i dun blame him really..
it's like korean spice girls!! so wannabe-like! haha!



The original MV.
Damn funny la the guy n his toilet paper problems!! wahahah!





more more more!!!

It's so addictive their dance moves!!!

Anybody wants to put together a girl band??
i used to dance quite alot. n chereograph for campfire performance too one hor!
wahahahha!
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N I'm also hooked on the Susan Boyle clip....
Sweet old lady with lotsa spirit i say! ;D

Embedding disabled n i can't be arsed to look for another source of this full version so click this instead!
I teared after watching it 3 times in a row cos it's kinda emotional dun ya think??
Esp when u see the judges' expressions.

Cats Now and Forever~

In Sg!!!!!!



The Opening Jellicle song for Jellicle Cats!
So happy!! yippeee!!



I know i must have heard Memory before....
But wat did it sound like?? From where???



The moment she went 'memory..' I recognised it!!! jus dunno from where!
Awesome!
I never watched Cats before n I was dying to!

They finally came to Sg!! Wheeeee!!!

Pics taken with Von will be up soon! woohoo!! ;D

I'm so hooked to Cats tunes now!!

Cheesy Romantic

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars - points of lights and reason.
... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly eveything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.

When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything."


(Excerpt from New Moon)
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Phew...

i know right...

It's like... so intense n romantic....
YET so cheesy!!

YET SO ROMANTIC!!!

Like , if the right guy says it to me.. i will positively die n let him play me to my death lor.

But if an icky guy says it to me i will probably scowl, cringe n tell him not to be lame.

Wahahahahha!!!

I finally got my act together and tidied up my room somewhat n picked up on the Twilight saga again.
Life had been put on a hold for some weeks cos my schedule is so super packed with visits to chinese doctor, The Clinic, n long flights.... n tiring flights. n jus not enough time to rest n recuperate.
Addiction to the Nintendo dS n the games Boyfriend finally put in for me din help to get me back on track.

Back to Cheeesy Romantic...
WowWww...
*swoon*

i always think that all girls would love a romantic n sweet proposal, though not all r destined to get one...

Would I be one of the lucky ones???? ;D

Plan B

I have been laa-laa ing the past 3 weeks or so.
waiting for employer's reply on my request for unpaid leave to pursue my other interest...
after all.. they did say we could go for a period of 7 days to 2 yrs....

then...........
they jus reject my request for a sabbatical of 4 months.

so im pretty much lost now
like... after i pretty much finish my annual leave entitlement in June... i've got NO leave til end of the year.
Can DIE

Sigh... time to refocus my energies on wat's important again.
Lessons, this blog as my platform... n working towards.... well.. my dream.

Refocus refocus refocus.

Plan B is to ride out the bad economy n save enough money to tahan at least 3-6 months with no income.
N most importantly, summon enough courage to leave job. n never to look back.

Gosh i need a drink now jus thinking bout it...

Hey! It's my place as well..

Have you ever met n got together with a boyfriend at a club spot...

Then one night... you go there without yr boyfriend... with your girlfriends n frenz of your own
n you lose yr identity...

suddenly... u dun have a name...
pple address u as "who n who's girlfriend" n when u r slightly tipsy...
they come up to you n say
"hey if u can't stand straight right, i suggest u go home. otherwise (insert bf's name) won't be happy"




HELLO!!!!


I drove myself home.
Manual car no less.
i can outdrive you after 4 jugs or how many shots of watever nonsense

My friends know that.

Maybe my boyfriend dun know that.

but i was hanging out at said place, working or playing... before u did.
cos i sure din see u there when i was working there at age 20.

so dun u get WATEVER with me.


it's my playground as much as it is yours... or his.

so PUH-LEASSSEeeee.

thank you very much for yr concern.
But firstly, I HAVE a NAME.
dun call me (insert bf's name)'s girlfriend.

Secondly, dun tell me if can't walk straight, i should be going home.

I'm having my fun. Girls' night out.
Thank you.

Honeymoons, getting older... but more mellow???

bit of a randomness here...

But was sitting in car whining to Boyfriend :
"Im bored...!!!"
"Im old!!!!"

"I wanna go plaaayyyyy!!"

Boyfriend's response was..."then tomorrow we go play lor"

"dun waaaannnnn.. it's different!!"

"Why different???"

The fact is i dunno why is it different.
Maybe cos 'm older.
Or is it cos i hardly get drunk fast enough to start dancing BEFORE I get sleepy... -_-
hehe

Or maybe cos I stopped dancing cos i got lazy to in my heels...

Hmmm...
Who really knows?

And then i started to mentally reviewing my wardrobe.

"What happens if i'm 40 n i still dress like a 20 yr old??? Not like revealing stuff n all but wat if my tastes in clothes do not move towards the dressing more like my age style-wise n im stuck in a style rut?!?!?"

Scary. this age stuff...

Though the boyfriend reassured me that if i took good care of myself, i might still be able to pull off looking 20 plus while in my late 30s.... hmmmmmm
possible meh???


sigh....

N honeymoons....

As long as we r smoochy woochy moochy icky..... it's still being in honeymoon period right?
Even though we fight every other week????

Yar i think so lar.

This is such a stupid post.

hee hee.

Zzzzzzz~

I wanna go play i wanna go play i wanna go plaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!

I miss girl nights n big-group-of-pple-go-out nights.
Why all these kind of fun disappears when one get attached one???

No faiR!!!
My heels r growing mouldy liao.
So r my non-work eyeshadows n fancy make up.

*whines like a bitch n sigh big big*